Justin Bieber Argentina MURO | via Facebook on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/62319013/via/eldafrdn
I am just going to say this once, because it doesn’t make me look good. Like I said I only write in this when I’m in a bad mood, which is why I almost never wrote in this when I was at Tech.
I have some kind of intense hatred towards my hometown that I can’t seem to shake. Even though there are still things left here that are important to me, I hate my rich, one-party, liberal hometown. I’m sick of being surrounded by, what comes off to me as, people who are used to always being agreed with. When I lived here I did not fit in, thus, had no friends so now that I’ve found a place (Tech) where I can make new friends, and actually better myself - I can’t stand coming back here. I feel like it’s completely backtracking because when I come back I’m just as socially deprived as when I left. When I lived here I was deprived of the basic human interaction I needed to be a normal person. I was really weird and desperate, because I didn’t know how to hold a normal conversation with another person. I know Arlington is a “great place to live,” because of the money and I should apparently be very grateful but I don’t fit in here, and I don’t belong here. That’s part of why I’m pursuing such a high-paying job, because I want to be rich enough so living somewhere will be an option to me. I want to end up living somewhere starting from scratch, just like Tech, and end up loving it more than anything because it’s something different.
I miss Tech so much. And I miss my friends at Tech. They have respect for me because they’re actually there for me and see what it is that I have to go through to get the things I want. But I will be back there soon enough.
he looks so tall omfg